The Items of Imperfection: tenth Anniversary Version: Encompasses a new foreword and brand-new instruments

A Book that Changed My Life
-I originally bought this book in May of 2011. I can’t remember exactly why it spoke to me, but I know I was looking for self esteem boosting books. I think maybe the title resonated because I realized I was having some trouble with perfectionism. Accepting mistakes, compassion for myself, forgiving myself, but also pushing forward to being a better person, a better worker, friend, girlfriend, etc. It resonates today because I see how much of a perfectionist I can be, and how much trouble I am having forgiving myself for past mistakes, and trying not to label myself because of them. I am having trouble sufficiently feeling the guilt enough to change, letting that feeling in, but then forgiving myself, and not letting those behaviors define who I am as a person.How did the book address this?-I think these quotes from the book really get to the heart of the message: “Perfectionism is, at its core, about trying to earn approval and acceptance…. Healthy striving is self-focused–How can I improve? Perfectionism is other-focused–What will they think?… Perfectionism is addictive because when we invariably do experience shame, judgment, and blame, we often believe it’s because we weren’t perfect enough. So rather than questioning the faulty logic of perfectionism, we become even more entrenched in our quest to live, look, and do everything just right.” Brown, Brene (2010-09-20). The Gifts of Imperfection (p. 56-57). Hazelden. Kindle Edition.-What I got from this is that perfectionism tricks us into thinking we have it all: we can feel connected and invulnerable and in control. BUT, it is ultimately unsatisfying because it #1) it is a lie. We aren’t in control or invulnerable, or perfect. And #2) it requires us to change who we are — and the connection we most desire is a connection based on being truly known by another person. So in order to feel connected AND known, we have to accept the reality that we are imperfect, and we are vulnerable, and we are not in control.-And while connection is obviously a huge source of joy, Brene also talks about the other kinds of joy that perfectionism halts in its tracks: meaningful work, enjoyable hobbies, creative endeavors, etc. Again, because perfectionism tries to give us a sense of control, and thereby tries to prevent the possibility of loss, we often don’t even try to have joyful things, or we deny the level of joy something is giving us in order to feel less hurt when it leaves.-And the book has a lot of great suggestions as to ways get past the feelings of inadequacy perfectionism is rooted in, and also ways to lean into the vulnerability of imperfection. Another great topic the book covered (and that it alerted me to) was the importance of shame as a barrier to self acceptance and love and joy. (But as you will see below, I really recommend its sister book for more on this piece). And I love Brene’s emphasis on authenticity as a goal. It is fascinating and inspiring.Where I still don’t feel resolution:-One of the things she mentions to get when you are feeling shame is getting connected, sharing your story. But I have a few concerns about that:-She doesn’t explain in detail WHO has earned the right to hear your story and HOW to cultivate those friendships. If you are reading the book is stands to reason that you may very well not have those friendships. If you are cultivating your authenticity and dealing with feelings of inadequacy, you may have surrounded yourself with inauthentic and judgmental people because of your need for approval from these types.-Even if you are at some stage where you have a few compassionate and caring friends (which I do feel lucky enough to have), it requires them to always be open to your shame at the moment you need them without regard to the “stuff” they bring to the day. If you are feeling shame about X today, and so are they, your attempt at connection may trigger their shame even deeper and they will “imperfectly” push you away. I wanted her to talk more about those situations. It is great when you can have an empathetic ear to listen, and it feels amazing, but even with the world’s best friends, you cannot always expect that will be available to you whenever you need it.-And then even if you catch your friends on a day where they are feeling great, or can be present to your needs and your shame, what if you are a “gusher,” and you are at the beginning stages of dealing with your inadequacy issues, and you feel shame “a lot”? You can become an emotional drain to them, and push them away. I wanted some more information about self-soothing in shame situations, or how to manage connecting with friends in those moments.I am still not sure how I am going to be able integrate this intellectual understanding into a daily practice. When I do something “wrong”, especially something I have done wrong a hundred times before, will I be able to lean into the guilt, instead of the shame? Will I be able to lean into the vulnerability? Will I be able to be present to the vulnerability around me?I know a big part of this is simply practice. And finding strategies that resonate. But the first step for me is an intellectual understanding, and this is certainly worth reading if that is something that is important to you.Supplementary Materials:-I Thought It Was Just Me (but it isn’t): Telling the Truth About Perfectionism, Inadequacy, and Power: Brene’s other book. Really great book about shame – I didn’t know how important shame was until I read this, but trust me, it is very important and taught me a TON.-Emotional Freedom: Liberate Yourself from Negative Emotions and Transform Your Life:talks about the “gusher”, but you can get the quick version in this article in the huffington post website called: Judith Orloff MD: Are You an Emotional Gusher? (Amazon won’t let me post the link, but searching should easily pull it up)

Eye Opening
With someone struggling with self-esteem issues since they were eight years old (I’m currently 18), the book The Gifts of Imperfection by Brene Brown helped me out so much in the aspect on how to practice self-love and knowing what my worth is. My goal was to learn how to value and love myself for who I am and how I could possibly grow from my vulnerabilities. Needless to say, the book met my goals. Brene Brown is a writer and a researcher at the University of Houston Graduate College of Social Work. She is a very intellectual author and how she had the patience to research the topics in her book such as Cultivating Authenticity and Wholehearted Living. The topics covered in this book are self-love, self-worth, connection, compassion, courage, and so many others. Brown’s goal as an author for this book was to make people realize that no matter what people said or thought about you, it was important for you to understand that you “are worthy of love and belonging now. Right this minute.” (Brown, 24.) What I loved about the book is how deep it truly is–how knowing your self-worth and how to practice self-love is a constant war that’s with you every day of your life. As I kept reading along, I definitely knew that the book filled its purpose of explaining and knowing what my worth is. It made me realize that I need to be a bit kinder to myself and silencing that annoying voice that sometimes tends to creep up on me whispering, you’re not enough and you never will be. All great books have some flaws that the reader may or may not agree with. I absolutely adored this book but, there were some things here and there that got in the way at times. Sometimes, the book may be difficult to understand what exactly the author is trying to get at like when she is trying to distinguish between shame and guilt she proceeds to state it as, “the difference between shame and guilt is best understood as the differences between “I am bad” and “I did something bad.” (Brown, 41.) This can be confusing the first time you read it, but if you take the patience to break it down and analyze it, it won’t be too challenging. The book (in general) can get a bit repetitive, but it makes sense due to the fact that all ties back together at the end. This book is astoundingly great for a person who wants to learn how to be kinder to themselves and value the gifts of imperfection that they may have. Thus, making me rate the book 4.8/5 due to its wisdom and it’s rich content of research that Brown provided. Afterall, according to Brene Brown “practicing self-love is learning how to trust ourselves, to treat ourselves with respect, and be kind and affectionate toward ourselves.” (Brown, 27).

El libro es excelente la autora es extraordinaria y te hace reflexionar a lo largo del libro sobre “Vivir a todo corazon” y porque lo más importante es ser nosotros mismos y ser felices en los diferentes ambitos de nuestra vida.Además en este libro destaca como el ser vulnerable es un gra demostración de coraje y valor y no una muestra de debilidad.Me fascinó este libro, lo recomiendo 100%

This is must go book for those who are searching mental peace for themselves and want to fight self rejection inside their minds.It helped me to understand how Gratitude can help us to have positive and supporting perspective on our life.Living in a society which has a lot of negativity for everything and we develop a self critical and self abusive behavior, This book is one of the most help full tool.